What a cold cold night.

Little side note.  I think I may be adopted.  Here is why I say that, I spent the nights at my parents house on the couch .  in the middle of the night I wake up and I am expecting to see some ghost walk by and try to tell me something profound.  I am sure that you are asking yourself why, ill tell you.  Its because it was SO COLD in my parents house I could see my breath.   So there I am like the kid on Sixth Sense knotted up in a ball on the floor with my fleece blanket watching my breath thinking, "I see brown people."  Whats the deal I am MEXICAN we are a tropical people anything under 85 is freezing.  So I walk though the house to find everyone with covers knocked off the bed doing the spread eagle.  I don't get it there I am inches away from freezing to death and they are ALL HOT. 


Very cold I I wish I was in Baby Girls arms right now!!!!!

Slow start I hope that this is not a sign of things to come.

So today marks day one of my blog.  I didn't expect to get much traffic today but I see that my page got 15 views.  So I must say I was a little surprised to see that many and to those who looked THANK YOU.

I am a little nervous about the poll on the 30 Day Challenge.  I peeked at the results so far and I see that two of the ones that I DIDN'T want to do are in the lead. 

You may be wondering how I chose the challenges.  What I did was I went to a few websites about this 30 day challenge and I took some of the list that were made and compiled a list that I printed off.  After that I drew four items and I listed them.  So it is for the most part random. 

I did however talk to my parents about the challenges and they gave me there impute.  One of my parents we will call Slots didn't think that I would take this serious and cheat on the challenges.  I assure you that I am doing this to better myself and to find out something about myself.  I promise all of you that are reading this that I will be as honest as I can in following through with all of this.  I have a feeling that my other parent Bingo thinks this is a game to me.  I think Bingo thinks that I am doing this as a hobby or to get attention.  I don't think they realize I am not doing this for attention I am doing this as an act of discovery and for fun really.

Baby girl (my other half) seems to be in this with me although we haven't talked much about it I can tell she is going to back me up.  I wonder what she thinks about why I am doing this. I wonder if she will be able to handle the changes that are bound to happen when something like this is taken on.  Time will only tell.

I have to share something personal with all of you.  Today Bam Bam (my son) said something that was so funny.  I came home and he wanted to ride in the truck bed while I drove him around the block but I told him that I couldn't because there was dog poop in the back (don't ask).  He was not happy with that response so I told him that I would clean it so he could take a ride.  As I was doing this with Bam Bam watching Ballerina (my daughter) comes around the corner to find Bam Bam telling her
"Hey whoh whoh whoh you cant come over here this is mans work going on here!"  I thought is was funny.

Note to self cleaning dog poop is Mans work in my sons eyes......I wonder whats woman's work, and where in the hell did he get that????

My first 30 Day Challenge. My fate rest on your hands.

Okay family and friends here is the moment of truth for Feb.  You get to chose my 30 day challenge for February.

What is a 30 day challenge you ask??

It is a challenge that YOU GET TO CHOOSE and I must do it for a full 30 days no matter what.  The challenges are things that are meant to push me and also improve me in some way.  I will blog about them every day and let you know how things are effecting me and how I feel about them.  The best thing is you get to choose.  If you look on the side of this blog you will see a list of challenges for me to accomplish and you get to vote to see what it is that I will have to do.

I really do want to see everyone participating in the votes as well as posting comments about what you think that I should do next!!!

FAMILY LISTEN UP.  For the sake of keeping things harmonious in the family please post anonymous or with a pseudonym (fake name) so that we do not know who you are. That way we can make sure that no one get hurt.

Please help me with this I am really wanting this to work.

On your mark. Get set.........GO!!!

I've sat here at my desk staring at the monitor trying to think of something clever to say for the last five minutes.  Nothing comes to mind so I am going to say what's in my heart and mind.  They say that you don't know someone until you have walked a mile in there shoes.  Well this is your chance to walk with me as I take the next few months to find something I have been looking for.  Here is the catch.....I don't know what it is that I am looking for.

Do you ever get the feeling that there is something more inside you that no one can see. Maybe there is a secret world that you have created in your mind that is more real to you than your day to day grind.  That's what I am here to find out. Is there more to me than meets the eye or have I yet to realize that I am what I am and there is nothing else to give the world.

For those of you who may read this and don't know me here are a few of my stats:
I am a father to some amazing kids. I don't say that because I am bias I say that because daily I get surprised at what these kids can do.  I forget to easily that as a child everyday is filed with 1st times and new experiences.
I am not a scholastic man, I don't have anything amazing about me. I am just a normal man of 28 that wants to see the world in a different light. 
I have a High School education, a mid level career, and i'm married.

For those of you who do know me I issue this one warning.  This is an outlet for me a place where I can say whats on my mind and do that without fear of reaction.  I know that some of the things that I say here are going to hurt and offend some of you.  I am not doing this so that I can bash or put anyone down.  I want this to be a tool for you all to see who I am without having to look threw the haze of my bullshit or lies.

I love you all.